The usual unrest in my chest
I try to get of it to my best
Am I going through another test?
The moon is also still in its crest.
My chest constricting waiting for a full breath
When will I be able to understand these cycles to their full depth?
Is this uneasiness mine
Can I allow myself to whine?
Am I picking up the vibes?
Is the moon causing the tides?
or are the people I am connected with sending me those vibes?
Do I pay attention to this anxiety?
Well, I have experienced them in full sobriety
Man do I get these experiences in a variety.
Am I going crazy?
Oh Lord have some Mercy.
Why doesn't any of it make sense?
Why is this brain fog I am experiencing so dense?
How do I stop myself from feeling so tense?
What is mine what is not
How do I discern this, I thought?
These are the answers I always sought
An internal battle I always fought.
Listen to me, my inner self called
I have always been trying to reach you, it's time you recalled
I am so tired of this, I bawled
Listen to me, follow my lead my love and you will be enthralled.
Look inside and your answers shall be there
You don't have to look elsewhere
You will get the breath of fresh air
It will end your despair.
Please take a Leap of Faith
It isn't like a wraith.
Let the things unfold
As I ask you to be bold
I have something beautiful in store
That will heal to you core
And make you believe in yourself more and more.
You may not be able to see the big picture
you may see glimpses that may flicker.
I got you my dear I got you
Even though you don't have a clue.
I will make sure to take your hand and pull you through
It will all make sense in the end
All that pain you have been through shall mend
You will see abundance in your life which is Godsend
You will no longer have to pretend.
Life will flow like a river
And you will no longer be just be the giver
I promise you I will deliver
You will shine like gold & silver.
You will awaken like the phoenix rising
The world will see your uprising
The world will see your uprising
By: Kavita Taluja
